Chrissy Teigen Says She Is Sick Of Herself All Day After Being In The ‘Cancel Club’

Chrissy Teigen is currently one of the most popular models and television personalities out there right now. However, Teigen is not without her fair share of controversies as of late.

Teigen has been accused of cyberbullying due to the extremely abrasive and cruel message she sent to reality star Courtney Stodden years ago. She was also involved in a huge controversy surrounding a designer named Michael Costello.

While Teigen did apologize to Stodden over her horrific remarks in the past, the damage was done. Stodden is non-binary and uses they/them pronouns and while speaking in a past interview, stated that Teigen told Stodden to kill themselves. Naturally, there were those who weren’t so easy to forgive Teigen for what she said.

Now it seems Chrissy Teigen took to her Instagram recently and talked about how horrible it is to be a member of the “cancel club,” which she said is “a fascinating thing” in a bad way. Teigen added that she is tired of being sick of herself all day.

Iiiii don’t really know what to say here…just feels so weird to pretend nothing happened in this online world but feel like utter shit in real life. Going outside sucks and doesn’t feel right, being at home alone with my mind makes my depressed head race. But I do know that however I’m handling this now isn’t the right answer. I feel lost and need to find my place again,I need to snap out of this, I desperately wanna communicate with you guys instead of pretending everything is okay. I’m not used to any other way!! Cancel club is a fascinating thing and I have learned a whollllle lot. Only a few understand it and it’s impossible to know til you’re in it. And it’s hard to talk about it in that sense because obviously you sound whiney when you’ve clearly done something wrong. It just sucks. There is no winning. But there never is here anyhow. All I know is I love you guys, I miss you guys, and I just needed an honest moment with you because I’m just…tired of being sick with myself all day. I don’t even know if it’s good to say any of this because it’s gonna get brutally picked apart but I dunno. I can’t do this silent shit anymore! If you or someone you know has also been cancelled please let me know if there is a cancel club reunion because I could use some time off my couch! Thank u and goodbye I love u”

Naturally, a lot of fans are divided after what she said, as some may have forgiven her for Teigen’s past actions, but others simply have not. We wonder if Teigen truly has learned her lesson or not.