Britney Spears Is ‘Embarrassed’ By Her Past

Britney Spears’ life has been full of ups and downs over the years, mostly due to that toxic conservatorship with her father. Spears was finally freed from her 13-year conservatorship last year after a longstanding battle to fight for her rights. Her story is far from finished.

Fans agree that one of the best things in her life right now is her long-time relationship with her man, Sam Asghari. Britney Spears and Sam Asghari finally tied the knot earlier this year, and it was definitely a fairy tale wedding.

Spears has been involved in a lot of drama recently regarding her ex-husband Kevin Federline and her sons. Kevin Federline claimed that their sons have decided against seeing Britney, especially because of the risqué photos she posted online. Britney Spears fired back at this as well.

The pop star sensation took to Instagram and uploaded a post where she said that social media makes it seem as if everyone’s life is perfect, while she struggles with the shame and embarrassment of her past. Her life has not been perfect, but it’s hers. The truth is that her spirit has not been broken in the slightest.

It’s crazy … social media 📱 … everybody’s life seems so perfect and when I post things I think most of the time I’ve been utterly and completely embarrassed of my past … and who can forget those documentaries 🎥 ??? So yes, I do try and post me looking my best or what it may seem to be the good life … well the truth is, my spirits are better but I will forever be traumatized by my past experience for life 😔 … there is no way to fix me, my emotions and my sensitivity … therapy, all of it !!! I think I will need some sort of miracle for my emotions. My life is by no means picture perfect … I cry myself to sleep most night … I’m insecure as hell … I don’t know how to have good posture unless I’m on camera 📷 … and I need to go to a school just to be taught how to freaking walk 🙄 … I know you say “but you are a performer” … well that’s it !!! It’s an act on stage … in real life I have no clue 🤷🏼‍♀️ … and I’m working on that !!! I’m so lazy and I’m learning the word “MORE” … I’ve never had seconds at the dinner table and I know ESPECIALLY in LA a lot of people starve themselves but it’s weird … I WANT MORE lately 🍽 … does that make me a bad person ??? It’s weird just the other night someone made me the best mac and cheese … I swear I wanted more so bad !!! But I didn’t do it then I thought about it 🤷🏼‍♀️ !!! Have I ever had seconds ??? It’s called MORE and maybe MORE isn’t so bad … and opening to MORE and the DOOR 🚪 !!!

Sam Asghari has been taking care of Britney Spears throughout all this. It remains to be seen whether Britney Spears’ sons will want to see their mother again. Hopefully, they can get over this bump in the road. We will keep you updated on this ongoing story right here at Thirsty.

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